關於死亡 about death

as i grow older, i learn more about it... when i still kid and first realize by this "phenomenon", i am frightened about where people will go after they died. But in other way, it appears very remote from my life, it just seems so unreal.

but after i lost a few relatives and one my best fren last year. I know it for real, and the death itself, it carry no feeling, it just like the seasons, when autumn come, the leaf will wither, if it knows of anything, it just know thats its task, and it execute it with no mercy, no evil, no compassionate, no impartiality, no more and no less.